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scattered thoughts, scattered dreams - B0b_J3ffers0n - 08-24-2025 I hate myself. I hate my incompetence. I hate my ignorance. I hate my selfishness. I hate my inability to help. I'm useless. I've been collecting flowers for a while now.
Poppylus, Azilaena, Sinka. None quite work like the Azilaena, though. A flower for an eye.
A diary of lies. I'm truly despicable. I never would have thought that I preferred blue.
Or is it more of a lavender colour in my hand? I can't really tell. Have I lost touch? An eye for wisdom.
A faux sense of martyrdom. Dreams? Nightmares? Do I know a difference? I do quite like clouds.
If you look at them enough, you can make pictures. I used to do that alot. I wonder why I don't, anymore? I feel sick.
I should be getting better.
Why aren't I better?
She offered me an out.
Why do I let myself linger?
How truly selfish.
Is it for more power?
Some wish granted I turned out to be.
Perhaps I should paint.
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