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The Drowning Queen - magicschoolbusdropout - 12-12-2025
Day 1:
"Hello? Is this thing working? I think I need to stop the recording and play it back so I can check. Maybe instead of saying it I should do this. Ah crap sorry recorder."
The sounds of a recorder would play back; with a happy notion it was working how it was needed.
"Okay we try this again. Day 1 of my thoughts. I don't know how I am supposed to feel. I have a few who want to see me succeed oddly enough but so many want to see me fail. I feel like I am drowning below a surface of what is supposed to be perfection as if there is a layer of hurt on everyone at homes face. Dad is still grieving, moms dead, grandfather is blamed, grandmother hardly is around, my brother....i love him and my sisters to the moon and back but they don't understand. I strive to be perfect and make no mistakes. I strive to be queen, I strive to give everyone a second chance, but I am drowning. I wish that always meant mentally but the water is where things become silent. My brain shuts off right before I can pass out and gives me my most clarity. I don't want to die I just wish a queen didn't need to be perfect."
Day2:
"Hey there again, I just want to say today was a good day, the ball is almost near, and I think I have a crush on someone and I will ask him out! I'll tell you about him later."
Day 2:
"Well, I was Maimed. I have scars that run down my arms. I look ugly with them. On the bright side, I asked out the guy I like and he said yes. Oh, my brother will have a heart attack!"
Day 3:
Hey again, the ball just finished, and I wish I could say I am happy, but it left me sad. My father was supposed to be there, and he left me to myself. Castelli ruined it when he started fights in the castle. Jahsh hung Cedric on the tree...the best part? I got my perfect date dance with the one I care most about outside of my family. Galeas sure is something special I must say. I hope he knows how much I appreciate him. His brother too, I know he's sad about Jinx, but I want him to know i will always be there for him."
Day 4:
Telling folk off is more fun than keeping quiet. It felt like such a weight lifted off of my shoulders when I finally told her to leave my family the hell alone. I just hope my family knows how much I love them and would give up everything for them. Anyway, not much else to note today but I'll talk to you again tomorrow.
"Hello? Is this thing working? I think I need to stop the recording and play it back so I can check. Maybe instead of saying it I should do this. Ah crap sorry recorder."
The sounds of a recorder would play back; with a happy notion it was working how it was needed.
"Okay we try this again. Day 1 of my thoughts. I don't know how I am supposed to feel. I have a few who want to see me succeed oddly enough but so many want to see me fail. I feel like I am drowning below a surface of what is supposed to be perfection as if there is a layer of hurt on everyone at homes face. Dad is still grieving, moms dead, grandfather is blamed, grandmother hardly is around, my brother....i love him and my sisters to the moon and back but they don't understand. I strive to be perfect and make no mistakes. I strive to be queen, I strive to give everyone a second chance, but I am drowning. I wish that always meant mentally but the water is where things become silent. My brain shuts off right before I can pass out and gives me my most clarity. I don't want to die I just wish a queen didn't need to be perfect."
Day2:
"Hey there again, I just want to say today was a good day, the ball is almost near, and I think I have a crush on someone and I will ask him out! I'll tell you about him later."
Day 2:
"Well, I was Maimed. I have scars that run down my arms. I look ugly with them. On the bright side, I asked out the guy I like and he said yes. Oh, my brother will have a heart attack!"
Day 3:
Hey again, the ball just finished, and I wish I could say I am happy, but it left me sad. My father was supposed to be there, and he left me to myself. Castelli ruined it when he started fights in the castle. Jahsh hung Cedric on the tree...the best part? I got my perfect date dance with the one I care most about outside of my family. Galeas sure is something special I must say. I hope he knows how much I appreciate him. His brother too, I know he's sad about Jinx, but I want him to know i will always be there for him."
Day 4:
Telling folk off is more fun than keeping quiet. It felt like such a weight lifted off of my shoulders when I finally told her to leave my family the hell alone. I just hope my family knows how much I love them and would give up everything for them. Anyway, not much else to note today but I'll talk to you again tomorrow.