[Dimmie Dunce]

I come here freshly awoken, my small reptilllian minf struggling with cohesion after a sleepless night of tossing and turning. My opinion raw, my thoughts scattered and hazed....

Only Cosmic, Holy, Occult and Shadow should be tome related due to the IC behind them. Due to their heavy lore implications.

I come to you raw and tired. My eyes swollen from pain and bloodshot from my inability to sleep as of late.

I am repeating myself, but...

I feel dread, thinking that I must apply for most magics on a fresh faced char.
I feel defeated.

It feels tedious and tiring, and I don’t think i will have the energy to app again for new tomes once my current character ia finished.

I also feel like it isn’t all that fun for the administration to sift through so many tome applications

I have offered people mentorship, yet they only want dev foe the tome.

I hope this raw, sleep deprived and unfiltered opinion makes sense. Farewell.