[~Aoria-sama~]

Year: 1759 AC. First quarter.

This past year has brought both pain and comfort. I once again, have found a wedge between my sister Emily and I. She's started dating Mo'Cha, I guess. Maybe I shouldn't have freaked out abut that, but, she is my sister still. She's too young to be dating. Not to mention Mo'Cha threatened to kill me, and she just let it slide! I'm not sure how much longer I can take her behavior. Perhaps I should just keep my distance. She will always be my sister and my family, but, we are just two very different people at this point....

Arianna. The girl who's interested me from the start. Not only is she beautiful, with her long red hair, and vibrant blue eyes? But she is a spitfire. She's got the attitude and sass to challenge anyone who gets in her way. A warriors spirit, a true and real spirit. Sometimes? I just find myself staring at her. Because when I stare at her? It's like none of my family and home life problems exist. We don't even have to be doing anything, we could just be sitting on a bench, and she'll call me a creep for staring at her.

But I just can't help it.  She kissed me. 

I finally got to have a run in with a couple of Barsburg soldiers. Mona Lockwood, which was a surprising thing to learn, was one of them. Avery, and a corporal by the name of Orion Izar. It honestly started as a pleasant conversation, when I didn't know who Mona was. Then two more showed up and it became not so pleasant. The corporal wanted to search me, and I told him no. I lied about who I was, gave them some bogus name, and told them I had no affiliations. Yet they persisted to search me. I had my badge on me..I couldn't allow them to search me. I tried to make a break for it, and I was faster than all of them, but one! Avery...

We ended up fighting, and he did something horrible to one of my kidneys...Something that will have lingering effects for the rest of my life...Yet, again. Two ailments to hold me back from my full potential. It's something I can handle, but it will take work, no doubt. When I got home my mother was in a fret, crying and crying. I can't stand it when any woman cries, but when it's my mother? Something inside me dies a little. Demios fixed me up, and Philip helped out as best as he could. I barely made it home alive...I could have been killed..

You wanna know what I thought about when I thought I was going to die? Arianna's face. Her smile. How whatever blooming feelings we have toward one another, would never come to full fruition. It's what encouraged me to run, and run fast. Even as my kidney felt like it was being burned from being so cold...

She told my mother she was my girlfriend, so that is what she will be to me.

My first girlfriend, among the craziness of my life.

Yet I feel so peaceful.

P.S.- I really need to look up a dieting
plan for Sir Newton. His weight is
getting out of hand.  I'm going to
need a pulley just to get him on
my lap soon...