[SerpentineOracle]

Dearly departed,

[water stains have blurred the ink]-ainst my will is part of the army, and he doesn't recognize me. Of all things he called me "woman". I thought maybe he had been misguided before and that my fear-[water stains have blurred the ink]-han he was, but no, he's scum. But he's not that important-[water stains have blurred the ink]-who I am, so I don't have to worry about that anymore, I guess...

Ean asked me to become-[water stains have blurred the ink]-y seems out of nowhere, I agreed. He wants me to be a diplomat by his side, and-[water stains have blurred the ink]-el like I've betrayed-[water stains have blurred the ink]-about it, explained my reasons, he confirmed that I really had betrayed him. My heart hurts so much. I don't know what to write here. But I suppose no-[water stains have blurred the ink]-th, and I won't break-[water stains have blurred the ink]-d considered it before, it's too late to turn back.

I wish I could take it back, but I have to—[The rest of the page is too blurred to read, as if it had been left in the rain]