[Oyster.]

Perosa, I love you!

Love is not made equal; some are worth more than others. The most valuable tier of love, that which belongs to the most important person in the world...

In that instant, it was mine. His attention. His affection. His approval. The smile that I saw on his face; could any of his family say they'd ever seen the jaded former Don so pleased?

I had earned the most powerful love.








so,

 why has nothing changed?

was I wrong? is there something else to look for? why do i not feel satisfied? in my heart, i already know the answer; this book of sins has revealed it to me. that envy ... is it not something so easily blocked out? perhaps, Ryker is not {that person} after all. that mystical figure that can take away all of my suffering and make me feel complete.

that's what i always believed.

but now that i've read this book...

ryker told me to destroy people that came in the way of my happiness.

ahh . . . maybe i should just destroy everything.

then there will be nothing to be afraid of anymore