[Big Cat]

...Perched atop a tombstone, the silence of night gave weigh into the shadow of a crow. The moons glow reflecting off the crimson surface, resting beside a riverbed. Portraying, an image of tears...

I had thought, we would always be together... To watch me someday take my first; real steps... Across meranthe.

I had thought, the concept of death and its end? Would by now, be a familiar attachment. 

I had...

Had.

Thoughts...

But now they've all become distance memories. Reminding in my sleep, of what dread came to arrive in the wake of realization... I had seen that scene occur once before. In the dreamscape. You, father... Were bested by the hands of the righteous and I? Only to be left unable to bare the sight. Interlocked between reasoning and desires. A lack of had become the primary disease; I still suffer from. But that isn't the worst part about it all though... 

The worst thing?

Is I cannot even; feel... Sorrow nor; the fury that burns, like in my kindred. How I'd long suppressed such an instinct... For I never saw any reason to indulge into them. A meager vice of enjoyment in the moment. Whereas knowledge? Knowledge... Is eternal.  Alas such would assuredly be the case, for I learned a most valuable lesson. In your death...
Created, in a dark drawer. Born into a single command... Raised by the hand of man... Forced to endure the trials & tribulations of demonic heritage.  

I am no different, than those whom have taken you away from me... 

I will always be-... A monster.