[SilkiyTea]

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sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
I didn't mean to kill you, I was just angry, I was just afraid.
I didn't want to die, I didn't want to kill you but the fear I felt each time you tried to kill me won me over.
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I'm sorry Andy, I'm sorry. I failed to spare him.
I'm sorry.
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But even though I've killed you, I refuse to accept the words that I am a monster.
This feeling that bites into my heart hurts, and it scares me that eventually it might fade away.
But I will protect myself. My life. Pops'. My friends. My family's.
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It's you or me.
You or the people that I care for.
You or my ambitions.
You or my dreams.
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And I will pick the latter each time the question has been asked.
So I'm sorry, I really am.
I will cry for you, shed tears for you and apologize to you.
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But I will do what I have to do.
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