[Sailor Ryu]

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Night after night, I find myself laying there.
Thinking of you.
Of all the things I should have said,
Of all the things I could have done differently.

Even now, that day is etched into my mind.
The day when I found out.
All the suffering it wrought upon us all,
And the events that transpired.

Even now, knowing what I did was the right thing;
I cannot help but feel guilty.
Was it my judgment that lead to this?
Am I the one responsible?

I would like to tell you I am doing better now,
But the truth is, I am not.
I do not think I ever will.
But that is simply the burden of that I must embody,
For the sake of our family.

Do you still think of me where you are?
Are you even capable of thought at all,
Or was that just another thing I robbed you of?

I can only imagine the pain I caused you.
The sorrow, the hatred you must feel.
The rage that must have surfaced in that moment.
Yet, I find myself asking myself every day.

Do you forgive me?
Am I still your favorite sister?