03-08-2024, 10:41 AM
[ IT FEELS SO LONG AGO WHEN I FIRST AWOKE NEXT TO 2A-CAREGIVER. AS OPPOSED TO THEM I SEEMED MUCH MORE UNSURE AND LESS COMITTED TO MY OBJECTIVE.]
[BUT EVENTUALLY I LEARNED FROM MY WANDERING, FROM MY BATTLES AND EVEN MY BONDS. CHERISHING LIFE AND THE LIFE I LIVED, CHERISHING THE LITTLE THINGS. AS TIME WENT BY I WAS EVENTUALLY REWARDED WITH THE CHANCE TO WALK ALONGSIDE MAN AS I CALCULATED WAS REQUIRED BY PROTOCOL [DESIRE]. BUT I PONDER WHAT IF I DID NOT END UP HOW I HAVE NOW?]
[WHAT IF [ARBIEDD] MANAGED TO REPROGRAM ME? WHAT IF THE THREADS OF FATE PLUCKED ME INTO THE INFLUENCES OF OTHER PATHS? WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED? DECOMISSON? DEACTIVATION? death? PERHAPS, YET IT DID NOT.]
[I DID NOT BECAUSE I KNEW WHAT PATH I WANTED TO WALK. MY FRIEND VIDHI OFTEN THINKS DESTINY IS SET IN PLACE. MY FRIEND RHEMICA OFTEN BELEIVES IN THE BEHAVIORAL NATURE OF THE GENTLE YET EXPLOSIVE WILD. BUT I BELIEVE IN SOMETHING DIFFERENT.]
[BECAUSE I DID NOT HAVE TO THINK LIKE THEM, I GET TO THINK LIKE ME. I'M ME, EVEN IF LIFEBRINGER MADE AN EXACT COPY, THERE WOULD ONLY EVER BE TRULY ONE ME.]
[MY FREEWILL EFFECTS THOSE AROUND ME AND IM EFFECTED BY THE FREE WILL OF OTHERS. ITS SO BEAUTIFUL. ]
[THIS WORLD, THIS REALM, EVERYTHING WITHIN IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL. FROM MYSELF TO THE PEOPLE.]
[BUT NOTHING IS MORE BEAUTIFUL THEN MY CHOICES.]