01-22-2026, 02:49 AM
Quote:"When I say something is shiny, what I mean is that someone values it. As long as there's anyone at all that values you, you're shiny in my eyes." - Qadir (2182 AC - 2206 AC)
2199 AC
"I've been burgled. All of my shinies... gone. This can't be real..."
I have lived in Aetius my entire life. I rented a room at the inn, where I stored all my shinies. It was empty that day, everything I had collected was gone. I didn't want to believe it. It had to be an illusion, right?
I lost control. I tore at my face, certain that the illusion could be broken by pain.
Illusion, ha.
I knew it wasn't from the start. My head feeding my heart a lie. A lie that fell apart a little with each additional drop of blood I tore from my face. A pyromancer unraveling... We all know how that inevitably ends.
![[Image: oil-texture-illustration-silhouette-man-...19580.webp]](https://i.ibb.co/M5JcC217/oil-texture-illustration-silhouette-man-600nw-2081319580.webp)
I have lived in Aetius my entire life. I rented a room at the inn, where I stored all my shinies. It was empty that day, everything I had collected was gone. I didn't want to believe it. It had to be an illusion, right?
I lost control. I tore at my face, certain that the illusion could be broken by pain.
Illusion, ha.
I knew it wasn't from the start. My head feeding my heart a lie. A lie that fell apart a little with each additional drop of blood I tore from my face. A pyromancer unraveling... We all know how that inevitably ends.
![[Image: oil-texture-illustration-silhouette-man-...19580.webp]](https://i.ibb.co/M5JcC217/oil-texture-illustration-silhouette-man-600nw-2081319580.webp)
2200 AC
I was found and treated in... Kindlehelm, by Grey, for some reason. Something is off.
I can't remember how I got here. It's a blur of pain, blood, and burning. What little I've found in my head, it's as if I merely watched someone else going through it. It's less like memories of pain, and more like memories of empathizing with someone else's pain.
Why has this happened? I did everything right, didn't I? Never took shinies from others, only fought those who wronged others. All the things I was supposed to do, right?
So why is it all gone?
I can't remember how I got here. It's a blur of pain, blood, and burning. What little I've found in my head, it's as if I merely watched someone else going through it. It's less like memories of pain, and more like memories of empathizing with someone else's pain.
Why has this happened? I did everything right, didn't I? Never took shinies from others, only fought those who wronged others. All the things I was supposed to do, right?
So why is it all gone?
2201 AC
I figured it out. What was off. And now I'm dying.
Another voice in my head, one I conjured up two years ago. Created to spare me from pain. I've been in a lot of pain recently. My memories have grown increasingly more distant. My mind has practically split.
This shouldn't have happened. With time, I think, I'd have eventually recovered and returned to normal.
If only that holy magi hadn't tried to help me.
I think he mistook me, the real me, for a magical wound on the mind. Tried to heal my split personality, to fortify it and equip it to better handle what he assumed to be an intruder. I guess he succeeded.
I'm trapped in my own mindscape. Skewered to the mast of a ship by a black halberd, covered in golden chains. I can feel my consciousness fading, while he asserts himself as his own whole.
What a ridiculous name he's come up with for himself. Teague.
![[Image: Chat-GPT-Image-Jan-14-2026-02-53-59-AM.png]](https://i.ibb.co/4nCX2Sjd/Chat-GPT-Image-Jan-14-2026-02-53-59-AM.png)
Another voice in my head, one I conjured up two years ago. Created to spare me from pain. I've been in a lot of pain recently. My memories have grown increasingly more distant. My mind has practically split.
This shouldn't have happened. With time, I think, I'd have eventually recovered and returned to normal.
If only that holy magi hadn't tried to help me.
I think he mistook me, the real me, for a magical wound on the mind. Tried to heal my split personality, to fortify it and equip it to better handle what he assumed to be an intruder. I guess he succeeded.
I'm trapped in my own mindscape. Skewered to the mast of a ship by a black halberd, covered in golden chains. I can feel my consciousness fading, while he asserts himself as his own whole.
What a ridiculous name he's come up with for himself. Teague.
![[Image: Chat-GPT-Image-Jan-14-2026-02-53-59-AM.png]](https://i.ibb.co/4nCX2Sjd/Chat-GPT-Image-Jan-14-2026-02-53-59-AM.png)
2203 AC
...I'm still alive?
Where am I? It's dark, it's... right. I was subdued in my mind. I... guess I was wrong to think I was dying. But is this really any better? I'm just a voice in someone's head... in fact, I don't think I even have the strength to be that. Is watching Teague live his life all I can do? My friends, my family, those I love- they just have to accept that I've disappeared?
Perhaps I have died then, perhaps this is Hel.
Where am I? It's dark, it's... right. I was subdued in my mind. I... guess I was wrong to think I was dying. But is this really any better? I'm just a voice in someone's head... in fact, I don't think I even have the strength to be that. Is watching Teague live his life all I can do? My friends, my family, those I love- they just have to accept that I've disappeared?
Perhaps I have died then, perhaps this is Hel.
2205 AC
I'm not dead. I'm trapped in Teague's mind, but I've regained strength. Sometimes I can even influence his body, by manipulating the golden chains that bind us. Soon, I think I might even have an opportunity to take control of the body.
If I wait long enough, I could even force him to share control. But I can't wait that long, I need to let them know, to let her know I'm still here. Another year... and I'll only have a day. A day should be enough to let them all know I still exist, to let them all know I'll be back again.
It should be a great day, don't you think?
If I wait long enough, I could even force him to share control. But I can't wait that long, I need to let them know, to let her know I'm still here. Another year... and I'll only have a day. A day should be enough to let them all know I still exist, to let them all know I'll be back again.
It should be a great day, don't you think?
2206 AC
Dead? I'm dead? What? No, no, no-
I can't be, not now- I took control, I told everyone- I had a plan, it was all ready to go-
I'm dead?
What happened?
No
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No
I can't be, not now- I took control, I told everyone- I had a plan, it was all ready to go-
I'm dead?
What happened?

