[Cali]

I wake up every day to an answer to a question I had nearly five years ago...

And no matter how many times I convince myself there is another answer, I know there is only one truly....

My anger...

My morals..

My eagerness to fight..

 
My unwillingness to yield..

 

[ I have made a path for myself and stepped too far within to which there is no escape now...]         

     


 
I yearn to be a savior of justice without calculating the cost... 
 
What am I doing? To myself...   I am condemned to use the tools of my enemy... to defeat them...
 
 

  I tear away at my decency to ensure a future in which others who come after me won’t have to...
 
 

  I burn my life for a horizon I will never get to see... not with my heart... not with how closed it has become....

  The me who started this fight will never see the light of gratitude for its sacrifice....

  It won’t live to see it...
 
So... what am I willing to sacrifice?....

 

[EVERYTHING!]