[magicschoolbusdropout]

You are in a field of grass with a light fog overlaying its top,
there are flowers all around but not many that reached passed your ankles but one,
that one seemed far away but yet so close,
you follow it till you are at the edge of a cliff where the flow lays on a single cloud that the cliff overlooked.

"It is alone..."

An overlooked flower,
unseen by the world,
unseen by the ones around.

"It is like me."

They say dreams represent a deeper feeling,
"so how do you feel little Alassë?"
A voice rang from the flower as it began to morph,
the flower morphed into...her? Older?

"W...What?"

"I know you, I am you,
How are you feeling? Your family ignores you, your friends will leave you, How do you feel?

"How I feel? They act as if I am not there unless I speak to them first,
They act as if my sister is the only one doing things for them to make them proud,
Everyone will leave but..."

The clouds began to morph once more into the girl,
This time it was her as a child.
"Would this version of you be happy if they saw how things were?"

"Not when it comes to my heart being broken,
by the ones who were meant to keep it whole.
She would and should be happy that he is still there?"

"Do you mean...."
The clouds morphed into the one who cared for her unconditionally,
Thoramir Richter

"The one I plan to marry, 
The one I planned to give my whole heart to,
The reason I still smile."

"Would he be proud of how you are turning out?
Anger to your family?
Anger to the world?"

"He had loved me in my good,
He will have to learn to love me,
Even when I wish to see the world burn."

Did she really mean that? 
Not one bit, She saw the world as a beautiful mess,
But...She was hurt by said beauty.

With that, 
the last change back to the single flower alone,
"Remember you are not always alone. You have the exact person you need and want,
next to you."

With that the dream began to crumble,
the girl awoke finally getting to understand.



"One day we will be us."

[magicschoolbusdropout]

The world goes dark, not a sound or sight in view,

You are asleep...

"Wake up."

"Who is there? Why are you in my head?"

A light shines down, there is Solais standing tall,
in front?

"Hello Mommy."

"Mo...mommy?"

"I am here to tell you,
It is okay."

The little kid is standing there,
A perfect mix of her and the Richter.

"Mommy, I can feel you are stressed."

"Little bean it will be okay.
Your father and I will protect you."

The world goes black once more,
in front of you stood yourself.

"Are you ready for this?
You do not like children."

"No...I am scared."

"Your family is there for you,
Thoramir is there for you."

"What if I fail?"

"Giving up is failing,
Try and you won't fail."

The aerodyne shifts into a flower,
one that glowed for her the closer she came.

"Wake up little bloom."




"It will be okay mommy,
I will be okay."