[Ohverride]

I want to fix this place. Not hurt people I like.
It's not the same thing. It isn't.
I keep getting hurt over dumb things.
I felt like I could've won. I think I think...
I think I could've. I didn't WANT TO.
It was easier to be alone because I didn't hurt people.
But I hate being alone.
I'm only thirteen.
I don't think this is normal.
I don't think I'm very normal...
But I think I knew that.
As I get stronger I realize I might be turning into something scary.
It might be good.
I don't want to be alone, though. That's scarier.
But I have to do this, too...
It's never been fair.
That doesn't mean it should be unfair all the time...
I liked cooking. I liked... Hanging out and talking about nothing.
I can't have that.


One day I guess I'll get strong enough to take it.