Been a while, hasn't it, Ysayl?
I am holding myself together, as you wanted, but it's hard.
It's really hard.
I want to be better, for the sake of everyone.
But lately, I can not stand being around them.
I don't want to be around anyone.
I just want my bottle.
Which, I can not reach - because of you.
I will keep it away, because I know you want that much.
It's cruel, you know? Cruel to expect that of me.
When I almost.
Always.
Lose.
Everyone.
I.
Care.
About.
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I understand now, though.
How you've always put everyone first.
I understand how you felt.
Fearing for their safety.
I understand how it is.
It is a cruel world.
Don't worry.
I got it.
I always do.
I'll finish what you started.
![[Image: dhhzDia.png]](https://i.imgur.com/dhhzDia.png)
I understand now, though.
How you've always put everyone first.
I understand how you felt.
Fearing for their safety.
I understand how it is.
It is a cruel world.
Don't worry.
I got it.
I always do.
I'll finish what you started.
They will not get what they want.
They will get what's coming to them.